More than a few nights out.

So far I have lost ten pounds. I slacked on my diet alot though the past 2 days with the drinking and eating. But I did have fun I went to xs and just let goooo of everything danced to every song it was so fun. But still made me mad I didnt get hit on one time. Its not like I want a new man or anything but its nice to know other people think your pretty. But im guessing I dont get hit on because Im intimidating? Hopefully. I mean I dont think im fat or ugly but obviously other people do. On another note A friendship has recently ended annnnnnnd I cant help but not really care the only reason Im writting about it now is so I can just make my peace and say good riddance trailor park haha. Zoi is getting so big I cant believe it... My feet hurt so bad from those damn shoes.. never wearing those fuckers again. I am going to try and get the counter manager position at my work. I am also going to try and find a good badass girlfriend. One who will talk about stupid shit with me laugh at silly things. Do things with me. Have alot in common it cant be that hard to find right? shiiiiiiiit my new bed is going to be amazing tonight a new king size pillow top 500 thread count fucking beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed.