Ted jones

Its my day off and I have been pretty busy. I cleaned, gave zoi a bath, laundry all that lovely shit people enjoy doing. Except for the giving zoi a bath part I really do enjoy doing that. I have alot of interestint things happening soon enough I have tickets to primus and roger waters. There is some other people coming I want to see too.. But anyways.. Yet another day where I put the word out I would like to have people over and nothing. And yet again I sit and wonder why doesn't anyone like me. It's so wierd. I wish I wouldn't let it bother me so much but I can't I am just to sensative I suppose. blahhhh I am so sick of blabbering about this every week I feel like it upsets me. How do I get over it?