Day 1

Day 1 of my "diet" I still haven't had a soda for 3 weeks.. Which is still driving me nuts.. But thats where alot of the bad food comes from. Now I am going to try and eliminate fast food. And I am only allowing myself one carb a day. I wish I could go to the gym right now but I dont have the stroller and I need that in order to take zoi with me. But thats okay Ill go tomarrow morning. I am not letting myself eat if I am not hungry!!! I just find myself eating because I think im hungry but I know im not.!! Lots of water and atleast 2 miles a day on the bike or treadmill and I will loose this weight in no time. Plus I have these pills from the dr that should help me a little bit. I mean if I want to loose 60 pounds im going to have to work my ass off! It's not going to come easy! damn all you naturally skinny females!! And once I loose weight I will finally be more confident and I will be able to wear anything I want and not have to worry about looking fat in a picture and I will have my long hair and I will finally not feel like a boy or a lesbian. And im just going to be so happy and stop comparing myself to other people. I will finally be satisfied.